Iron hand pushed me away, and Pahlen approached by General Bennigsen. The first very quietly said a few words to the emperor, who exclaimed with sorrowful emotion: "How dare you! I have never wanted to and did not order, "and he fell to the floor. He was persuaded to climb, and Pahlen, kneeling, said: "Your Majesty, now is not the time ... 42 million people depend on your firmness." Palen turned and said to me: "The officer, if you please keep your guard. The Emperor will come out. " Indeed, after 10 minutes, the emperor appeared in front of us, saying: "My father died apoplexy, all in front of me would be like when my grandmother."